Well 2011 is about to close up today. So it is a time for reflection on things past, and a time to look ahead to the year coming.
I did my first show by a waterfall in Hawaii in 1975. No booth, just photos on a picnic table, hanging with my Army and surfer buds drinking Olympias, smoking some of that "pakalolo" and oogling all the pretty women that came by my space. I made $15 (it was a one-day show) and I was hooked. I said this is what I am going to do the rest of my life. Of course I knew that I had to figure out how to make a living at it.
Well,35 years later, i got that slick looking booth with white walls, white roof and all the requisite trimmings. I make a living at it. This year-end i am up 18% over last year--this being another year where most have seen sales plummet to 40%-50% off. I count myself lucky, and blessed.
I miss not drinking the Olys and smoking the 'lolo weed, but hey you gotta grow up sometime--I guess I did. Down deep in my heart I am still a big kid who just wants to play and have a good time with life. As my wife well knows, I live in the moment. That means I celebrate all those little victories that come our way whether it be getting a nice award at a show or winning the golf league with the net low score.
Our business is the damnest one I have ever seen--and this was my third career. We can go to some shows and just kill them with great sales and then we can turn around and be juried out of that show the next year. When you try to explain our business to most outsiders, they just scratch their heads and wonder why you would not be back in Ft. Worth after having a killer show. Most people want sure things, they don't do well with uncertainty. For most of us it is just the way it is.
So, 2011 was killer year for me--course it helped getting in some super shows like St. Louis, Ft. Worth, Des Moines and Artisphere. Well guess what? I am not going to be in three out of those four (St. Louis awaits my fate). I will be out more than $20K just from the loss of those shows. It has happened before and it will certainly happen again.
The images that got me into almost 80 per cent of shows I applied to in 2011, have so far got me into about 50%. And that is with adding a new one here or there but keeping a certain unity to the body of work.
That is probably the hardest thing we have to deal with in our business--Rejection. You have to get used to it, nobody escapes it forever, some have longer successful runs than others--God bless them.
I can take getting up at 4:30 am to get to a show, I can accept driving 650 miles to a good show, I can accept exasperating tear-downs, but when you get that form letter from Zapp or JAS that starts off,"Dear Nelsphoto we are sorry to inform you...." Well that always puts a bad pickle in your day. But you gotta keep trucking on.
I will probably do another 34-36 shows again this coming year, about three a month average. I notice I get a little more winded when tearing down compared to years past. I dream of someday becoming a jeweler so I can get out of Dodge in 30 minutes like my buddy Phil manages to do. I dream of making it past age 82, still doing shows (certainly not 36 a year). That is my goal. Photographer Bill Coleman who did the wonderful work about the Amish made it to 81. He had a wonderful assistant in Carl. Without him, Bill would have been done a lot earlier. I guess I have to find me a "Carl." He is out there somewhere, I know I will find him. I gotta outlast Coleman--it is my goal and I am very goal-oriented.
Let's see. I just gotta avoid Cancer, heart attacks, strokes, bad backs, bad legs, high blood pressure--oh, and don't get juried out of everything. I gotta avoid auto accidents, they put a big crimp on our lifestyles. Also DUIs, don't want any of them either--big,big crimp on the lifestyle.
I feel good about 2012. I think we will see a certain little thawing in consumer resistance to sales. I am going to raise my prices in three levels. I have held them steady for six years while my operating expenses increased. I have a new web site, since thanksgiving, which made me about $800 in sales over Christmas. My goal is to see if I can average $400 per month sales off of it. If I could, that would be equal to doing two good Florida shows right now. I am adding new bins, new signs to the booth, I might even start dressing up better like I used to in the good old days. Hell, I might do the unthinkable like my good buddy Ray Mosteller does. I might keep my booth open after official show hours closing in order to snare those late sales. Oh well, I guy can dream.
It wont be an easy year, but I will keep plugging away. There are lots of little daily victories to look forward to. I count among my friends some of the most thoughtful and talented people I have ever met. It gives me joy to be among them. I look forward to new friends to be met.
We have the best darn professions in America. People dream of being able to live their lives like we do. Most do not have the forbearing,certainty, or tenacity that we do.
Well, it is a long way from that waterfall in Hawaii to the present--but I savor each moment, and drink it in like an intoxicating liquor--and I smile a lot. Life is good, what more could a guy ask for? And, I got Ellen, the most talented and good-looking pastelist for a partner.
Happy 2012 everybody. I hope you get in most of the shows you want. I hope you will continue to make a living out there--and most of all, be happy, keep in good health.
Aloha, Nels Johnson.
PS. I lost a tooth two years ago from biting into a chicken wing. A mere $3300 will correct the problem. But you know what? I lost that tooth and my sales increased 20%. I plan on getting it fixed by my 50th high school class reunion in 2013. So a pirate I will remain a little more longer.
Comments
I always enjoy reading your posts Nels. Happy New Year to you and everyone!
What is surprising to me about this post is Nels' openly talking about his rejections. Yes, I know he has been at this a long time, but not getting into the big shows is really a hit personally, let alone financially. I remember this happening and feeling sucker punched for a long time. Doing Old Town for 18 years and then suddenly OUT. Doing Cherry Creek for the first five years and then OUT. It still makes me feel bad and, let's face it, like not being invited to the prom, somehow shamed. Good for you Nels to be able to talk about it in public. I know many others appreciate your candor and I admire your guts.
As to Carl, he is happily living near State College and is an insurance adjustor. I'll bet he'd love to get on the road with you and see all his old friends. Bill Coleman is in assisted living, having survived a stroke and heart attack. He had quadruple bypass surgery in his 50's so it is amazing he is still with us. They won't let him drive anymore at 83 but he has a 91 year old driver who takes him out to the valley to shoot several times a week. His son, Noah, is marketing his work online and through galleries.
Sending you warm wishes for this year. I know you will overcome the financial setbacks with new strategies and new images. We survive and the uncertainty keeps us on our toes, which translated means I'll be visiting you at an art fair when we are 90.
Another great post Nels - happy new year to you too!
Happy New Year Nels and keep writing the great posts. I did my first show in 1973, Houston, Texas, original Westheimer Show with the snakes and dwarfs, etc. and my 1 year old son in a folding play pen behind my booth. Pegboard A frames and rolls of plastic from the hardware store. Shows ere a lot different then and the artists were often like family. My son learned how to throw pots, carve wood, and cross busy streets in footie pajamas after I thought he was safely asleep in the motel room across the main drag of Corpus Christie. Many wonderful, hilarious and sometimes exasperating stories over these years. When my son, Jason, was about 8 a friend of his asked him why his mother was an artist. His answer "Because she meets so many interesting people." Never knew for sure if it was the artists or the customers or both.
Happy New Year Nels! You are a true inspiration to us all! :-)
"LMAO" You are my kinda guy Nels!
Great read Nels! See you soon!
Warning--Kids do not try this in your vans!!
BTW. A "lolo" in Hawaiian means crazy . So "pakalolo" is weed that makes the head go crazy. Do ya get it! Early on in my career back in Florida, we used to sit in our vans behind our booths, early in the show, and smoke the "weed." Then we got pragmatic. We discovered we were having fun but missing out on sales. So there went the "Smoking in the vans" sessions--right out the window in the face of pragmatic Capitalism.
Thanks Nels, I have a lot still to learn so it is great to hear about your beginnings and growth. I was about to throw in the towel after this year.